I am flawed, I am unclean
Imperfect is me.
I know how to step to the beat, I have learned how to fit in.
Perfectly like a puzzle piece
My walk a silk scarf in the breeze.
Graceful is me.
I am completely natural. I know how to be ordinary now.
Are you proud of me? I am the same as you.
1 shade of grey
1 dimensional
1 day the well inside began to overflow.
I forgot how to fit in
I realised I can’t be the same as you
You don’t know you.
I don’t know me.
Engulfed by the suffocating fog
I need some clarity.
I need someone that can lead me
Because all my sense of direction is off
I need someone that can hold me
I am shivering, alone and cold.
I need someone that can tell me
Baby girl, I got this all planned out.
But you don’t, you can’t, you won’t.
I need a supernatural God.
God forgive me
For not being who you made me
For seeing perfection in the natural
Blind to the supernatural strength within me.
I need you to reveal the plan you have for me
Show me that my life is worth something, anything
Show me I’m walking in the direction of you
Man won’t, They can’t.
I need a supernatural God
God I don’t know how to be different
But I don’t remember how to be the same
I’m in a twilight zone
Empty but full all at once.
Show me how to be the me that was created by you.
A person won’t, they can’t
I need a supernatural God
I realise that I need to be changed from the inside
Sanctified
I need to rid of old thought patterns
Renewed
I need to be a vessel pumping you into the world
Surrendered
I need to make a change
Motivated
It’s all too much, God will you help me.
You can, you will, you want to.
I have found my supernatural God
His name is Jesus.